Life Decisions

Sometimes I wonder, why do I need to grow up??
I think we all have been here at one point in life. I have so much fun with just Ty and I, staying up late talking, goofing off, sleeping in. Making a frosty run at mid night... simple things. I just love it so much though, but it seems that EVERYONE is asking us "when are the kids coming??" Is it bad that I don't want my own yet? I feel like I still want to live life with just Ty and I. I realized that using "Ty is still in school" is a stupid excuse. But a good one. But its still just a cover up. The truth is, I just don't want my own yet. I LOVE kids. I love watching them grow up and discover life and the simple happiness they bring. But I don't want my own yet...... Is that normal? lol Sometimes I wonder if it is or not. Cause really I don't have a desire to have my own yet. I mean I do, but just so I don't have to work full time. But I don't know. I know its between Ty and I, and we ultimately make the decision. (which is nice, lol) If some people had it their way I would have 3 kids by now! haha. But I realized that the other day, and its been on my mind a lot. I feel kinda guilty for not wanting kids yet. I think I'm most bothered by the fact that it bothered me when I realized that was the truth behind all the "excuses".

On a happier note! Its been SO nice lately. I love the weather. As long as it's at least in the 60's I am ok with the rain. Saturday our immediate family all got together (the ones who live around here) and we celebrated my Dad's birthday it was a lot of fun. We met up at Riverton Park and had a BBQ and played. It was nice to go there because when its at someones house there is always something to be done it seems. Not everyone relaxes and just enjoys the company. It was nice to see all the kiddos playing together and having fun. They are all at the stage where they like to play together. It seemed for a while they would be around each other but didn't want to play together. So its fun to see! I am so excited for summer! Were going to go camping, swimming, biking and ahh the fun! :) My goal is to get fit and have fun, so I am looking forward to the nice weather because I have the most fun outside! We've biked a little already, and well it wasn't too fun the first time. haha It's been YEARS since I have really rode a bike. Sad I know, but it was painful! So when we get a little extra $ were going to upgrade out seats to nice wide gel seats.... I can already sense the comfort! lol Well hope everyone is doing good!!